Jealousy and hypocrisy.
I could never be in peace if I live in hypocrisy. As I was brought up, my parents never thought me about being courteous or even the way I walk now was not thought by anyone. On the 10th & 11th of March, 2010, I was thought how to walk, how to talk, how to make-up, how to build up my confidence, and etc. It was basically a grooming class. I acted normal and yet I was still nervous when I had to comment on the appearance of another person. Public speaking is still a big issue for me, well not just public speaking, it's the unknown that scares me the most. (YES! YES! My biggest fear in life would be PUBLIC SPEAKING and THE UNKNOWN THINGS IN LIFE, Badiatul Adawiyah, I know you're reading this :D)
So for the past few weeks in training I've been trying to overcome those fears by volunteering myself to do what ever role plays but somehow, when it comes to presenting, I tend to be scared. Haih! What to do?
Anyway, back to jealousy and hypocrisy. I just don't know how I've offended course mates, but I can actually see some people treating me differently and trying to avoid contact with me. What the F is wrong with you? If you're jealous with me, you don't have to have a gang that hates me. You don't have to talk bad about me behind my back. I don't think I've ever done anything wrong that would make you have that feeling towards me unless YOU ARE A STUPID JEALOUS BITCH! I don't think you were brought up in a "KAMPUNG" area or maybe, just maybe you come from a broken family. I don't know, because I know nothing about you, but somehow you know everything about me. Please get a life and stop ruining mine.
I hope you have learned something from the grooming class, on how to make other people feel at EASE when they interact with you. Improve yourself if you're jealous, don't start criticizing about others just because they dress, talk and walk differently. Please don't destroy people's reputation if you don't have friends. Don't be jealous because I've a life and no one cares about you. Say this to yourself, "I can be better than her if I just stop talking bad about her."
JEALOUSY KILLS!
I'm blessed with what I have.
Alhamdulillah!
Raihan.
P/S: Hello Khairul Fahmy!
Sorry Amar! I've no time to upload the pictures.
Stalkers! :P
I could never be in peace if I live in hypocrisy. As I was brought up, my parents never thought me about being courteous or even the way I walk now was not thought by anyone. On the 10th & 11th of March, 2010, I was thought how to walk, how to talk, how to make-up, how to build up my confidence, and etc. It was basically a grooming class. I acted normal and yet I was still nervous when I had to comment on the appearance of another person. Public speaking is still a big issue for me, well not just public speaking, it's the unknown that scares me the most. (YES! YES! My biggest fear in life would be PUBLIC SPEAKING and THE UNKNOWN THINGS IN LIFE, Badiatul Adawiyah, I know you're reading this :D)
So for the past few weeks in training I've been trying to overcome those fears by volunteering myself to do what ever role plays but somehow, when it comes to presenting, I tend to be scared. Haih! What to do?
Anyway, back to jealousy and hypocrisy. I just don't know how I've offended course mates, but I can actually see some people treating me differently and trying to avoid contact with me. What the F is wrong with you? If you're jealous with me, you don't have to have a gang that hates me. You don't have to talk bad about me behind my back. I don't think I've ever done anything wrong that would make you have that feeling towards me unless YOU ARE A STUPID JEALOUS BITCH! I don't think you were brought up in a "KAMPUNG" area or maybe, just maybe you come from a broken family. I don't know, because I know nothing about you, but somehow you know everything about me. Please get a life and stop ruining mine.
I hope you have learned something from the grooming class, on how to make other people feel at EASE when they interact with you. Improve yourself if you're jealous, don't start criticizing about others just because they dress, talk and walk differently. Please don't destroy people's reputation if you don't have friends. Don't be jealous because I've a life and no one cares about you. Say this to yourself, "I can be better than her if I just stop talking bad about her."
JEALOUSY KILLS!
I'm blessed with what I have.
Alhamdulillah!
Raihan.
P/S: Hello Khairul Fahmy!
Sorry Amar! I've no time to upload the pictures.
Stalkers! :P
2 comments:
wah wah wah....
fine, ill b sombong as u r from now on...
hurmm...dont care about ppl think about you..
just be yourself and gain more confident in you..
i tak tahu laks u nerveous waktu presentation...aper2 pun be confident k..once u start talking sure okie nyer...just be prepare..thats all :D
stalkers.saper..terasa sekejap..haha :P
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