Life According to Raihan Nurani

Blocked

2010-10-17T17:16:00.000+08:00

When ever I feel like writing, I can't find the time to write. But when I've the time to write, I just don't know what to write anymore.

I don't think I'm getting enough attention. It makes me sad sometimes. I miss Abah :'(
Tomorrow's his birthday. May Allah bless him. Al-Fatihah.

Hello hello.

2010-08-13T22:46:00.001+08:00

Yes you. Hello new stalker! :P

Lets Welcome Ramadhan.

2010-08-13T21:07:00.002+08:00

The holiest month. The fasting. The exhaustion. The life challenge.

Today's the third day and I've gone to bazaar Ramadhan twice, both alone. Makes me think about Abah everytime :( When he was around, I'd be his driver and he's go down and get all the food. But now, I'm the driver and I'll be alone walking at the bazaar buying food for Mama. How I wish that God did not have to take him so early.

God bless him.

Love.

Happy happy.

2010-06-06T03:24:00.003+08:00

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MY LOVE!
Four and many more :D
*big hug&kisses*

LOVE

Sunshine

2010-06-01T04:07:00.002+08:00

It's the first of June and time is moving so fast. It's already half of 2010. I've worked for 4months now but it only felt like yesterday was my last day at the academy.
In a few days, I'll be celebrating my 4th year with Fahmy but it only felt like yesterday he was still teaching me for my supp paper.
Everyday, I've so many things to do yet so little time.

God please slow down the time. I don't want the world to end so soon.

Exhausted

2010-05-11T23:22:00.003+08:00

I honestly need to make a trip to the gym very soon.
I'm feeling very the fatigue everyday.
Help my ankle!

:/

Happy Birthday.

2010-04-17T00:31:00.005+08:00

It's the April 17th, 2010. Today Khairul Fahmy is celebrating his 24 years in this world, we can earth.
I wish you all the best in whatever you do and hope your salary would increase so you can buy more things for me :D

I love you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED KHAIRUL FAHMY!

LOVE

Oh my..

2010-04-09T23:55:00.002+08:00

I'm not getting enough love & attention.
I feel lifeless.

:(

Men.

2010-04-04T00:07:00.004+08:00

Treat your women right.
You don't want to wake up in the morning feeling like a FOOL.

xx

Saya

2010-03-31T00:01:00.002+08:00

MALAS!

sekian.

xx.

Hari Pertama Di Branch!

2010-03-18T22:59:00.004+08:00

This morning as I was reaching the branch, I saw my BM coming out of his car and walked towards the entrance. Me and Zana had breakfast with the BM. He actually have a really high expectation on us. He expects us to know everything already. After that we had our morning briefing where we were introduced to all the staffs.

After the briefing the BM thought us about the green screen, gave our ePortal IDs, then we couldn't do anything much, since everyone was really busy. Customers was already coming in at 9.15am. We walked around the branch but everyone was just too busy to entertain us. We went back into the room and flipped through our notes and a few new brochures.

After lunch we started to entertain customers at the front desk (greeter's desk). We gave out forms & waiting numbers, updated passbooks, helped fill up forms, helped customers at the CDM & etc.

After 4.30pm, our BM gave us the list of customers and expected that we call the customers. OMG! Mati ok. Both of us went back at 7pm without making any calls. LOL!

Pic taken by Syafiq during a session in PD

LOVE

Click.

2010-03-14T00:56:00.002+08:00

Love,
Raihan.

How could you live in this world?

2010-03-12T02:39:00.003+08:00

Jealousy and hypocrisy.

I could never be in peace if I live in hypocrisy. As I was brought up, my parents never thought me about being courteous or even the way I walk now was not thought by anyone. On the 10th & 11th of March, 2010, I was thought how to walk, how to talk, how to make-up, how to build up my confidence, and etc. It was basically a grooming class. I acted normal and yet I was still nervous when I had to comment on the appearance of another person. Public speaking is still a big issue for me, well not just public speaking, it's the unknown that scares me the most. (YES! YES! My biggest fear in life would be PUBLIC SPEAKING and THE UNKNOWN THINGS IN LIFE, Badiatul Adawiyah, I know you're reading this :D)

So for the past few weeks in training I've been trying to overcome those fears by volunteering myself to do what ever role plays but somehow, when it comes to presenting, I tend to be scared. Haih! What to do?

Anyway, back to jealousy and hypocrisy. I just don't know how I've offended course mates, but I can actually see some people treating me differently and trying to avoid contact with me. What the F is wrong with you? If you're jealous with me, you don't have to have a gang that hates me. You don't have to talk bad about me behind my back. I don't think I've ever done anything wrong that would make you have that feeling towards me unless YOU ARE A STUPID JEALOUS BITCH! I don't think you were brought up in a "KAMPUNG" area or maybe, just maybe you come from a broken family. I don't know, because I know nothing about you, but somehow you know everything about me. Please get a life and stop ruining mine.

I hope you have learned something from the grooming class, on how to make other people feel at EASE when they interact with you. Improve yourself if you're jealous, don't start criticizing about others just because they dress, talk and walk differently. Please don't destroy people's reputation if you don't have friends. Don't be jealous because I've a life and no one cares about you. Say this to yourself, "I can be better than her if I just stop talking bad about her."

JEALOUSY KILLS!

I'm blessed with what I have.
Alhamdulillah!

Raihan.

P/S: Hello Khairul Fahmy!
Sorry Amar! I've no time to upload the pictures.
Stalkers! :P

Excited!

2010-03-02T16:56:00.001+08:00

Today is the March 2nd, 2010 I'm still stuck in class *yawn*.
I can't wait for March 20th, 2010.
Excited pleaseeee! I'm so gonna win the race. Hehe..

Love,
Raihan.

Hello Work!

2010-02-26T12:23:00.001+08:00

On the February 2nd, 2010, I started working with Maybank. Yes! I am now a Maybanker! And yes, at last I got a real job. I'm still on training till March 17, 2010. My daily routine at the Maybank Academy, Bangi would start at 7am. I would have my breakfast around 8am and class would start at 8.45am. At 10.30am, there's a morning tea break for 15minutes. Lunch would probably be around 12.30pm and class would resume at 2pm. Another 15minutes tea break would start at 3.30pm and class would end at 5.30pm. Sports training at 6pm are always so boring because most of them only plays volleyball & badminton. No one wants to play futsal but there are a few who would wsnt to hsve a swim once awhile. They only teach us to eat at the academy. Good right? First step after joining Maybank, get yourself FAT! Second step, get yourself to be FATTER! Third step, learn about Maybank. LOL!

Love,
Raihan.

Stress Level = UP TOP!

2010-02-25T22:48:00.000+08:00

Classes this week were really heavy. Trying to understand & memorize all the products were quite tough. There's just too many information for my brain to absorb. My blood pressure must be above 140 right now. Gosh! I can't think properly. I don't feel my brain functioning. Even my heart feels that something is wrong. Aaargggghhhh..

Glad tomorrow's a public holiday. Let's just hope I'll get a good night sleep & everything's gonna feel better in the morning.

Last tuesday was the 1 year anniversary of my father's death.
Al-fatihah. I miss you! I really miss you :(

Love,
Raihan.

P/S: Hello Amar! :P

Joshua Evans

2010-01-27T05:58:00.001+08:00

Allahu Haq.
Life Changing.

Raihan.

Trendingdong.

2010-01-16T01:57:00.004+08:00

Agyness Deyn's poncho is so cute!

Loving the prints.

xx,
Raihan.

Gentleman

2010-01-08T02:19:00.002+08:00

Although no one could ever replace Michael Jackson but after watching Ne-Yo dance and sing at Sunway Lagoon today, I can say that he's the next best thing.

RESPECT!

Love,
Raihan.

True Blood

2010-01-01T04:23:00.004+08:00

xx,
Raihan.

Drowsy

2009-12-24T17:18:00.002+08:00

I've no idea why am I so sleepy today. I woke up late for work. EXTREMELY LATE! I woke up at 10.45am but I'm suppose to start working at 10am. Thank you to what ever that made me overslept. Reached the showroom at 11.30am. Felt sleepy till 2pm. Haaa.. Bgn, tdo, bgn, tdo. Luckily there were no customers that time. Ha-ha!

Don't you think that someone's poisoning me using the air to make me sleep all day?

xx,
Raihan.

10.08am

2009-12-23T03:44:00.005+08:00

Latest news, beware of an Indian well built body in a white Mazda 3, plate number WQX5971.

Wednesday, December 23rd 2009:
I was rushing to work. Dorky had to give birth this morning and I had to check how she was doing, so that is why I was late AGAIN. The incident happened when I was going into SMART tunnel this time. Haih! I think I’m jinxed by the tunnel or something. Anyway, I was coming into a bottle neck road and suddenly 2 stupid white cars (Mazda 3 and Proton Wira) stopped beside each other in front of me trying to give way to each other, how romantic. So then I honk. I don’t think it was stupid of me to honk because both of the cars literally stopped for 5 seconds. Come on, your brain malfunction for 5 seconds or something?

I don’t know why I hate it when people are SLOW! You need to think fast and make your brain work faster. After that, the Wira went on first and the bloody idiot that was driving the Mazda had to drive 5kmph and piss me off. I knew the IDIOT was looking at the rear mirror and I showed him a middle finger because I knew he was doing it on purpose. So to make things worst, the idiotic moronic human emergency break and stopped the car then he came out of the car and walked towards my car just to piss me off some more. As he opened the door, I saw his big muscular body and I WAS NOT SCARED because if he did anything to me, there was going to be over 10 witnesses from the cars behind me, the SMART tunnel workers and also the few people that were on the roadside repairing a car Proton Saga. Oh yes, I’m THAT PARTICULAR and FOCUSED. The guy in the Perodua Kembara behind me looked very calm but weirded out from the way he was looking at the very huge; Malik Noor (with less muscle) sized Indian man that was walking towards my car.

As he was walking, I wind down my window and then he said, “What’s your problem?” Yaadiyaadiyaada... I couldn’t care less about it. He was blaming the Wira guy for stopping. Haih! BUT HELLO! YOU DIDN’T HAVE TO DRIVE SO EFFING SLOW JUST BECAUSE I HONKED! If you should have been there and looked at the idiot’s face, gawking at my car plate while walking back to his car. HA-HA! That stupid look on his face is just too funny for me to not remember. Do you know how moronic you look, walking up towards my car trying to confront why I had to show my middle finger? You didn’t have to purposely drive 5kmph after I honked. Your wife/partner didn’t want to fuck you this morning is it? So much anger! Tell me Abiey♥, how am I ever going to lose my hot temper when such idiotic human always appear in front of me?

The point of this post is to just let people know how stupid it is to do such thing. If the Mazda didn’t suddenly stop, I wouldn’t have honked and if I didn’t honk, that bloody prick wouldn’t have drive 5kmph and if he didn’t drive 5kmph, I wouldn’t have showed the middle finger and if I didn’t showed my middle finger, that bloody jerk wouldn’t have emergency break and come out of his car.

OK! I agree, I was wrong, I shouldn't have acted out. I should have just let an idiot be an idiot. But if guys don’t have the ego and the thinking that all lady drivers are stupid, things like this wouldn’t happen. If MEN do not feel inferior by WOMAN drivers that can drive better than them, things like this wouldn’t happen.

Thank you! ;)

Yours truly,
Raihan.

Friends

2009-12-23T03:44:00.000+08:00

They become weirder and weirder each day.

:/
Raihan.

To my future sons & daugthers.

2009-12-23T01:46:00.004+08:00

If I'm ever going to have children, I so want all of them to go for music and dance classes.
It's a must for them to love music and dancing :D

love,
Raihan.

Moronic.

2009-12-20T02:02:00.005+08:00

I find it really stupid when certain people who doesn't watch football AT ALL suddenly comments or updates their FB and twitter status about it. For example, when Malaysia won the Gold Medal at Sea Games, suddenly status updates non-stop talking about it. HELLO! Banyak lagi games lain Malaysia won gold medal, why don't you update about it? It's so pathetic, when all attention seekers yang konon watch football tries so hard to get attention. Haih! Anyway, I didn't have time to watch the Malaysia-Vietnam game but I saw the replay and YES! Thank you Mr. Mai Xuan Hop for the goal. HA-HA!

Back to the topic, another thing that really annoys me and the most favorite from all the attention seekers is when Man Utd lose. That's the number one most pathetic updates by all.

ATTENTION TO ALL PATHETIC HUMANS!
PLEASE JUST STOP BEING SO MORONIC!

Jangan nak sakitkan hati orang lain when you don't even know a single thing about the game.

annoyed,
Raihan.

YES!

2009-12-13T11:41:00.007+08:00

It's proven that I'm a junkie!

Yesterday was the first time I went for paintball at Tanamera. It was really fun, but I think it'll be more fun if I have my own mask. The mask that I got has stretches on them and everything looked foggy all the time. But still I had lots of fun despite the pain from the paintball shoots from the loser that attacked me from the back. Haih! And the heat was just horrible but I was having too much fun that it didn't really matter.

SO anyway, after around 2 hours running and trying to hide and shoot the enemy, I had a major headache. YES! Thank you very much.

After paintball, we all went to The Curve for lunch at around 3+pm. I took one celebrex 200mg before meal (not recommended by doctor) coz my head was about to explode. Took another one celebrex 200mg after lunch. Sent Abiey♥ back home and reached home around 7pm. Took another two celebrex 200mg and two paracetamol. HA-HA! Total junkie right? Went to a wedding with my mom and felt like vomiting the whole time. Haih! After the wedding, I went for futsal but I did not play since I was soooo nauseous. LOL!

SO YES! I AM A JUNKIEEEE! :P

But overall, paintball is FUN! Would love to do it again when I've the time. Maybe at Astaka the next time. Weeeeeee...

xx,
Raihan.

What do you do if ...

2009-12-10T01:20:00.023+08:00

YOU LOSE

YOUR

FUCKING

MIND

1. Get a breathing kit and start breathing.
2. Make some sense out of life.
3. Think about family.
4. Stay away from useless human beings.
5. Work harder to achieve more in life.

xx,
Raihan

Rubbish

2009-12-09T23:31:00.002+08:00

You are a total !@#$%^&*!

Piss off!

annoyed,
Raihan.

Lonely

2009-12-09T23:10:00.004+08:00

I'm probably lame and pathetic to be writing this rather than being out having "fun", with the rest of the human race, WHATEVER! But I've always set my priority to be at home as much as I can. Life without my father have been tough, I really hate it if my mom gets worried all the time. The fact that I'm this old but she's still so controlling sometimes gets on my nerve, but I know that's just how much she loves me. Besides, there's so many thing I can do at home.

Sacrifices I make today would be worth more in time.

Losing someone you've loved for more than 30 years, I just can't imagine how she's coping with everything.

love,
Raihan.

Pleasure.

2009-12-08T14:55:00.001+08:00

Dim Dum at Sime Darby Convention this weekend pleaseeeeeeeeee!
I'm getting really hungry now.

xx,
Raihan.

How to be a millionaire in 5 years.

2009-12-05T01:26:00.004+08:00

10 steps to become a millionaire.

Join _ _ _ _ _ _.
Have contacts.
Understand the product.
Have more courage to contact people (muka tebal).
Meet clients.
Meet more clients.
Close deals (sell sell sell).
Get commissions.
Close 1000 deals
*bling.bling.bling* Millionaire! :D

love,
Raihan.

Evolution + Waja = Waja-lution.

2009-12-04T14:03:00.006+08:00

I’ve never hated Waja since I myself was using it for 2 years, back in 2004. Nowadays, I bet many people can find the Mitsubishi wannabes on the road. So today I happen to have the chance to get bullied by a Black Waja-lution wannabe with the plate number WNB 9880. Note here that I’m NOT RACIST but the Chinese BOY driving the Waja-lution who’s around 25-30 years old was just too IGNORANT.

I was minding my own business, queuing up since the traffic was quite bad coming out of the one lane SMART tunnel. While listening to Lady Gaga’s Love Game on RED.FM 104.9, I looked through the rear mirror, the car behind me was an orange BMW 5 series and behind it was the Waja-lution. Don’t know why the Waja-lution driver was so impatient that the he had to squeeze through a narrow space on the left side of the BMW to overtake it. The BMW driver was shocked and honked the car. Now the Waja-lution was behind me, trying to overtake me, obviously I’m not going to give way. So I had to go left right left right left right so that the Waja-lution can't overtake. There was no point of me giving him away, he’s not going to be able to go anywhere since traffic was moving at less than 5 km/h. I got tired of turning the wheel, that's when the Waja-lution driver decided to squeeze through the left side of my car. Then he went in front of my car and stopped for 5 seconds. All the cars behind me started to honk, so he drove slowly and emergency brake in front of my car for more than 3 times before entering Jalan Tun Razak.

When I was on Jalan Tun Razak, I kept my distance from the stupidity and went on the left lane which was faster than the right lane. As my car was almost passing by the stupid Waja-lution, the F-ing unintelligent human that was driving, drove in front of my car trying to hit me and emergency break. The MORON did that about 3 times before he got stuck behind of a truck. He was actually trying to drive in front of me (konon short cut) but he got stuck (pure stupidity). I took that chance to drive faster on to Jalan Ampang and a few seconds later I saw through my side mirror that stupid BOY was still chasing after me (can you see how man drivers are?). I wanted to go faster but there were too many cars. How moronic right? He then cause some inconvenience to people and went in front of my car AGAIN and emergency break AGAIN. Soooooooo CHILDISH (sila la mati). It’s so tiring and wasting of energy and petrol entertaining this kind of people. If I drive slowly, he’ll waiting till I’m behind his car, if I drive fast, he’ll start chasing me. HELLO! WHERE’S YOUR BRAIN MORONIC CHINESE BOY? Didn’t your momma thought you not to be rude?

Then I drove slowly and distanced my car again from the stupidity and let the MORONIC driver, drive through a yellow light and I stopped. Calming myself from the adrenalin rush of driving recklessly. The traffic light turned green and I drove to the showroom. Almost 20 minutes late for work. Haih! So that’s the end of the road bully story for today. Allah just wanted to test my level of patience I guess. *winks to Abiey♥*

Guys always like to say that if the driver does something stupid, the driver must be a lady. BUT as a lady, I think that MAN thinks that they're such a good driver but they're more idiotic than WOMAN drivers. Most accidents are caused by MAN DRIVERS!

I rest my case!

I hope you're reading this MR WanNaBe 9880. LOL!

xx,
Raihan.

P/S: Hope there's no more GRAMMAR mistakes for you, Abiey♥! :P

Heartbreak Warefare

2009-11-30T14:37:00.003+08:00

love,
Raihan.

Never Knew I Needed

2009-11-30T03:06:00.008+08:00

I just can't stop loving his love songs.

xx,
Raihan.

STOOOOOPID!

2009-11-12T02:12:00.002+08:00

The vet that bobby's seeing is stupid or i should say he's a freaking moron! He took out the cement on bobby's leg now bobby's biting and licking the leg and now it's bleeding! What have you done to my baby? :(

We're taking him to see another vet now.

STUPIDDDDD!

angry,
Raihan.

Oh hello!

2009-10-30T10:43:00.005+08:00

STALKER!

Annoyed,
Raihan.

The Thought That Kills Me.

2009-10-30T02:39:00.007+08:00

Each day I go through my days thinking about him at least once a day and recite Al-Fatihah each time he crosses my mind and then my day will be back as usual. But today I had to go through some articles and pictures about him. How he have changed the world with his words and touched so many people's life. Tears just can't stop running through my face while I read those articles and look at his photos. Oh! Only god knows how much I miss his stupid jokes. But my memories about him is slowly fading. I haven't got the time to visit his grave for quite sometime now. Let's just hope I can wake up early later.

I MISS YOU ABAH!
AL-FATIHAH.

Love,
Raihan.

F**ked up shit!

2009-10-19T04:01:00.001+08:00

wow-ed,
Raihan.

I hear you calling.

2009-10-18T03:16:00.003+08:00

Oh yes. I've started going to the gym again. Registered for the platinum membership. I can go to all clubs now. Much much easier, I must say. GO sign up for it.

Love,
Raihan.

Sara Paxton’s Beautiful Life

2009-10-07T02:10:00.006+08:00

Sara Paxton ws born on 25 April 1988. She's 21 years old and just look at her body and her ass. Oh la la.. I can turn into a lesbo because of her. LOL. I love her character on The Beautiful Life (TBL). But I just read a news saying that the show have been canceled and going to be back on aired at an Ireland tv station. WTH? WTF? How am I suppose to get to see TBL nw? Damn you CW. How could you cancel a tv series produced by Ashton Kutcher? Both episodes that i saw was way better than Melrose Place (MP).

xx,
Raihan.

movie review

2009-10-04T04:11:00.004+08:00

Hangover (8/10)
Now this is what I'm talkin' about. "The Hangover" is a funny movie, flat out, all the way through. Its setup is funny. Every situation is funny. Most of the dialogue is funny almost line by line. At some point we actually find ourselves caring a little about what happened to the missing bridegroom and the fact that we almost care is funny, too.
What happens in Vegas stays in Vegas, especially after you throw up.

Year One (5/10)
"Year One" has just too much of Jack Black trying to be funny. Unfortunately, most of the jokes are juvenile. It's painful to see him writhe his body or making winks at women, as if he is really sexy and hot. I can't tell if he is trying to make fun of himself, or he really thinks he is ultra hot. The story itself is silly, so you have to watch it with your brain switched off. I did have a few chuckles, but overall the film is flat and uninteresting. If they made the transition from prehistoric times to modern times, the film would have been even more interesting.

The Ugly Truth (8/10)
I have not laughed so much over a movie as I did watching "The Ugly Truth" This was film was hysterical and Gerard Butler and Katherine Heigl were great in the roles. It is a must see movie for both men and women. I thought that the script was well written and true to life and if this movie gets a poor rating, then the reviewers need to lighten up. I would go see this movie again. The scene in the restaurant just about sent me into a fit. I could not stop laughing. The baseball scene was just as funny. Guys would relate to a lot of the scenes in this movie. I cannot understand how the critics rate a movie poorly when the audience was roaring with laughter from beginning to end. How can you not find this movie fun and entertaining?

Gamer (5/10)
In reality, if the "slayer" really exist it would probably be really awesome to have the control over an inmate. But the fact that the person (although it's on the death row list) would die of he dies in the game is quite disturbing.

Echelon Conspiracy (2/10)
A typical A.I. movie. The plot is so sad that thinking about it makes we want to weep. The computer that takes over and kills people so it can move to another location and do a self directed upgrade.Wow, and the stupid people that do what ever a text message on a strange phone says. If you watch this movie (with luck you will not) take note of the casino owner and the head of security at his house when he talks about feathers and how to make a good arrow. The writing in this film is so very bad. I felt sorry for the actors (some good ones) that had to say those lines. The ending and the prologue are so bad I can't even write about them. DON'T SEE THIS MOVIE.

Goal III (2/10)
Plain horrible. Do not watch it, it's a waste of time.

Duplicity (6/10)
"Duplicity" is an unpretentious pleasure, combining as it does the deft plotting of Gilroy, the unforced acting of charismatic stars Roberts and Owen (not to mention nice turns by supporting performers Tom Wilkenson and Paul Giamatti as the rival CEOs of Burkett & Randle and Equikrom), and the suspense inherent in this sort of motion picture. No one is going to rank Duplicity among the great espionage thrillers or heist movies but, for those who don't put unreasonable demands on the picture, it's a fun way to spend a couple of hours.

Imagine That (6/10)
I think that there is a wonderment, a kind of life-affirming eternal hope that dwells within children and what goes on in their imagination. Things are so mystical and magical to them. There's an innocence that unfortunately gets diminished as you get older, and it's just nice to be reminded of it. Nothing more needs to be said. Delightful, funny and entertaining!

weekdays blurness

2009-10-02T19:22:00.002+08:00

for the past 5 days i've been living like a lazy cat. sleeping around 6am and waking up around 12pm. been very useless. im online almost 24hours. only went out to service the car, polish the car, and buy some groceries. watched 10 movies (2 at the cinema, 8 at home), more than 20 tv series. had very little input of food and only went to the gym once. life's just seems perfect doesnt it?
i think it's time i start looking for some more stimulating to make life more interesting.

xx,
Raihan.

feeling blue.

2009-09-23T03:21:00.004+08:00

it's the 3rd day of raya and yday i lost the butterfly pendant that Abiey♥ gave me for my birthday 3 year back. he thinks that i do not care about it since i didn't try to find any plumbers number but how am i suppose to know where to find one. it means so much to me but what can i do? the necklace opened by itself and the pendant dropped in the sink. if i'm as small as an ant, i would go down the drain to search for it but i cant. i cant do anything!

:(
Raihan.

raya 2009

2009-09-20T12:46:00.000+08:00

it's the first year of raya without abah and abang and ada.
abang have to attend a wedding.
ada is in singapore.
abah..... al-fatihah!

xx,
Raihan.

Rain.

2009-07-29T06:49:00.000+08:00

Even the sky feels the same way as what I'm feeling.

xx,
Raihan.

The Newly Wed.

2009-07-25T01:02:00.006+08:00

Today my sister (Badiatul Adawiyah) got married to Iduan. The ceremony went well (Alhamdulillah), I was happy and sad at the same time since Abah couldn't be here to give her away.
You are truly missed by everyone. Al-Fatihah.

P/S: May the newly wed live happily ever after.

Love,
Raihan.

Manchester United in Malaysia!

2009-07-21T01:41:00.005+08:00

First Match Tickets and Training Passes.

During training

Second Match Tickets. Thanks to Uncle Jabar.

Mr. Ferdinand in action.

Didn't bring my camera during the first match, so I don't have pictures from that game for now. Getting them from Fahmy soon.

Love,
Raihan.

Today is Ahad

2009-07-05T23:25:00.004+08:00

I really have no idea what to write. Just can't seem to find the right time to type something fun, smart or funny. Well last Wednesday on July 1st, I sent Abiey♥ to Telekom Training Center at Jalan Semarak before he was off to Terengganu for an induction training until July 17th. But he'll be coming back on the 16th because the Manchester Teams is coming down on the 18th and on the 17th they're having their training. Weeeee... Cant wait for that.

Then on Thursday I wok up late for my dentist appointment to remove my 4th and last wisdom tooth. The appointment was at 10am but I only woke up at 10.15am but I managed to call them and postponed the appointment at 1o.45am. Entered the dentist room around 11am and come back out around 12.30pm. The dentist had to cut my gum then pull the tooth out after separating it into two pieces. The rest of the day was just full of pain and sleep.

This is soooo not interesting isn't it? On Friday, Sakinah had a half day, at around 3pm we went to Midvalley. We had Kickin' Shrimp and Towering Cookie Sundae at Tony Romas, so yummy! Then did some window shopping. Got back home around 8.30pm. Came online as usual and I read the shocking news that Michael Owen is joining Manchester. No one expected that to happen. But there was no transfer fee since he was out of contract. A 30 year old player, let's just hope he'll be good for Manchester.

My weekend was extremely boring. So I'm just gonna end this here.
Aarrggghhh.. Sakit gigi still pleaseeeee!

Tata.

Love,
Raihan.

100 truths

2009-06-25T15:38:00.002+08:00

I was tagged on Facebook by Wewin

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage:
room temperature water

2. Last phone call:
khairul fahmy

3. Last text message:
mama

4. Last song you listened to:
details in the fabric

5. Last time you cried:
watching transformer yesterday

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice:
yes

7. Been cheated on:
yes

8. Kissed someone & regretted it:
yes

9. Lost someone special:
yes. Al-fatihah for my late father.

10. Been depressed:
yes

11. Been drunk and threw up:
nope

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. White
13. Pink
14. Purple/red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend:
yup

16. Fallen out of love:
nope

17. Laughed until you cried:
yeah.

18. Met someone who changed you:
nope, not this year.

19. Found out who your true friends were:
yup

20. Found out someone was talking about you:
nope

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list:
which friend’s list?

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life:
99% but I don’t hang out with all of them.

23. How many kids do you want?:
3 or 5

24. Do you have any pets:
Bobby dearest, Tammy, Socky, Dorky n another 4 new kittens.

25. Do you want to change your name:
never.

26. What did you do for your last birthday:
makan2 only.

27. What time did you wake up today:
10am

28. What were you doing at midnight:
having a discussion with mama

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for:
new moon and holiday

30. Last time you saw your Mother:
at around 1.50am

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:
spend more time with abah.

32. What are you listening to right now :
the song of me, typing.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom:
no, not really.

34. What's getting on your nerves right now:
my sister.

35. Most visited webpage:
facebook and beautifulmariposa.blogspot

36. What’s your real name:
Raihan Nurani Md Zubir

37. Nicknames:
Yayan, Yan, Han and Raihan

38. Relationship Status:
In a relationship with Khairul Fahmy

39. Zodiac sign:
Scorpio

40. Male or female?:
Female

41. Primary school:
SRK Sultan Alam Shah (1)

42. Secondary school:
SMK Sultan Abdul Samad

43. High school/college/university?:
MMU Cyberjaya

44. Hair colour:
original

45. Long or short:
medium

46. Height:
5 feet 3 inches

47. Do you have a crush on someone?
Yes, I do ;)

48: What do you like about yourself?
Right this moment, a little gloomy. But most of the time friendly.

49. Piercings:
ears.

51. Righty or lefty:
righty, I which I’m a lefty

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery:
sinus operation about 3 or 4 years ago.

53. First piercing:
when I was about 5 years old

54. First best friend:
can’t remember.

55. First sport you joined:
netball

56. First vacation:
that would be one of the states in Malaysia. Probably when I was a few months young or 1 year young.

58. First pair of trainers:
can’t remember.

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating:
nothing

60. Drinking:
nothing

61. I'm about to:
to go pavilion

62. Listening to:
the song of me, typing.

63. Waiting on:
izni to come.

YOUR FUTURE:

64. Want kids?
Yes. 3 or 5 only.

65. Get Married?
In about 10 year, probably.

66. Career?
No idea.

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes:
lips

68. Hugs or kisses:
hugs

69. Shorter or taller:
taller

70. Older or Younger:
younger

71. Romantic or spontaneous:
spontaneous

72. Nice stomach or nice arms:
stomach

73. Sensitive or loud:
neither

74. Hook-up or relationship:
relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant:
neither

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger:
maybe.

77. Drank hard liquor:
nope

78. Lost glasses/contacts:
yes. Glasses.

79. Sex on first date:
why not.

80. Broken someone's heart:
yes.

82. Been arrested:
nope.

83. Turned someone down:
yes.

84. Cried when someone died:
yes. Al-fatihah for my late father.

85. Fallen for a friend?:
yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself:
yes.

87. Miracles:
there’s no miracle. Everything is planned by Allah.

88. Love at first sight:
yes.

89. Heaven:
definitely

90. Santa Claus:
ridicule

91. Kiss on the first date:
why not.

92. Angels:
definitely

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time:
nope.

95. Did you sing today?:
yes.

96. Ever cheated on somebody?:
yes.

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?:
to live my life all over again.

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?:
The day I went for Jesse Cook’s concert.
And probably my one month trip to Europe n UK. HEAVEN!

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?:
nope. Love is beautiful.

100. Posting this as 100 truths?:
yup.

Gloomy

2009-06-23T00:35:00.003+08:00

Feeling very gloomy. Had a fight with Mama.

:(
Raihan.

Death

2009-06-18T02:00:00.005+08:00

I has been quite a tragic month. Last Saturday was the 100th day after my father passed away and on the same day, one of my friend's father passed away because of high fever. It really sadden me to hear that when the father passed away, the mother was the only person around. The 2 children (both my high school friend), were outstation.

Yesterday my uncle (my father's eldest brother) passed away after he had some difficulties breathing. My uncle has been having problems for the past few year and there have been few times where all the family members thought he was going to passed away but he ended up surviving.

I was at the gym when my mom called me up, was hoping I could follow my mom to Penang to pay my last respect to him but my mom said I should stay home and take care of my grandma. I used to hate going for funerals but after my father passed away, I knew how important it was to have people around. Well, I felt sad that I could not follow because I remembered the night before my father passed away, I went back home to keep an eye on my grandma, if I did not went back home, I could have spent more time with him :(

Then just now, after picking up my mother at the airport (came back from Penang), Akmal called me up saying that the father was unconscious. For the past few days the father did not have any energy to stay awake. Today, Akmal wanted to go back to Penang but I'm not sure what happened but when he called, he wanted me to booked a flight ticket for him but I was not at home, so I gave him Fireflyz's number. About an hour later, he called me again and told me with a crying voice that his father had passed away.

My late father was a very religious man and I did not take him seriously whenever he was talked about religion or anything at all and now I know there's no point regretting what I've done or did not do, but now I feel that I should have learned more from him or just spend more time with him rather than just sitting in my room all day long while he was out, probably having lunch on his own and climbing up some stairs and probably feel like fainting after he have reached the top.

Spend more time with your family, you'll never know what's gonna happen next.

xx,
Raihan.

When boredem kicks in.

2009-06-15T02:56:00.004+08:00

Being in a hotel room with nothing better to do made me watched Grey's Anatomy from the first season. Watching it makes me want to be a doctor, HA-HA! NOTTT!

Luckily I was staying in the hotel for only 1 day. Now I'm back at home, but my tooth and gum is killing me. SAKITTT!

Had the Nasi Lemak/Kandar from Yasmin before I flew back home. Total yummy-ness! I even packed the rice to bring home for Abiey♥ and Abang.

I really don't know what's the point of this update. Felt I should update.

xx,
Raihan.

Bye bye Ronaldo.

2009-06-11T21:19:00.006+08:00

Manchester United have received a world-record, unconditional offer of £80million for Cristiano Ronaldo from Real Madrid.

At the request of Cristiano - who has again expressed his desire to leave - and after discussion with the player's representatives, United have agreed to give Real Madrid permission to talk to the player.

Matters are expected to be concluded by 30 June. The club will not comment until further notice.

Looks like Malaysian won't be seeing Cristiano on the July 18, 2009.

xx,
Raihan.

VOTE VOTE

2009-06-10T01:29:00.010+08:00

Wedding Photographer.

2009-06-10T01:10:00.005+08:00

Who should I hire for my sister's wedding? There's too many photographers out there and most of them are quite good and I can't decide which one to pick.

There's the really professional from click couture. But from click couture itself there's 8 professional photographers. Then there's the cheap offers that I see in photo love and also the offer that I got from Kay of Photolicious the other day.

Let me know what you think.

xx,
Raihan.

2 days of dullness

2009-06-08T02:04:00.003+08:00

EXTREME lazy-ness. I've been in very tiring mood since it's been more than a month I went to the gym. I only come online to play RC and haven't updated my twitter today and haven't switched on my YM since last Saturday.

Anyway, I think a lot of people's YM are affected by some stupid virus bcoz peculiar (people I don't expect to get a buzz from) people are buzzing me. Really random and odd people i must say.

Since yday I had some rashes behind my neck and knee. Extreme itchiness. Went to the doctor this morning but the doctor was on holiday till Thurdays? WTH!? Doctor on leave? And there was no replacement doctor. Really awesome! (sarcastically)

Abiey♥ was on medical leave today. Well, I miss him very much. Hope he gets well soon.

Ok, that's it. I'm too lazy to write. I need to sleep now.

xx,
Raihan.

Happy 3 Years My Love!

2009-06-06T02:52:00.012+08:00

Dear Khairul Fahmy,

These 3 years have been a real roller coaster ride, but I'm glad I got to spend them with you. My love for you keeps on growing from the time you saved my crushed heart, to all the surprises and gifts you have given me and till now. You are everything to me and I would not trade you for anything in this world. You always make me feel like a super being. Superhuman!
I love you so much Khairul Fahmy.

Every year that I'm with you
Has been better than before;
It's hard for me to imagine
How I could love you more.

Every year you've graced my life
Has been full of happiness;
I love your caring face, your voice,
Your tender, sweet caress.

Every year when this day comes,
I'm filled with love and pleasure;
Happy Anniversary, Khairul Fahmy,
My joy, my delight, my treasure.

Current fav. song:
Song 1 Song 2 Song 3

xx,
Raihan.

Europe.

2009-06-05T04:48:00.007+08:00

Please oh please.
I want to stay in Italy or Spain.
I was going through my pictures and I miss my Eurotrip. *sigh*
I want to go again and again and again please.
What line of work does A LOT of traveling?
I want to do that job please!

xx,
Raihan.

Zac Efron

2009-06-04T04:10:00.005+08:00

Just watched 17 again.
He's just utterly hot.

*lick.lick* He's so yummy!

xx,
Raihan.

The need to exercise.

2009-06-03T20:52:00.006+08:00

I've been lazy and I sleep every chance I get in the day.
I NEED to exercise.
Why am I so lazy?
I'm becoming an obese.
FATTTSS written all over my body!
Fat percentage is increasing rapidly.
Hope I'll be more active tomorrow.

xx,
Raihan.

Izyan Alirahman

2009-06-03T01:51:00.002+08:00

Gotta get my hands on her album.

Gabe Bondoc.

2009-06-02T03:41:00.003+08:00

xx,
Raihan.

New Moon

2009-06-02T01:49:00.004+08:00

Wait for it. It's coming out really soon.

It's all about ELMO

2009-06-01T23:44:00.006+08:00

Bobby the EVIL MONKEY cat.

2009-06-01T03:02:00.009+08:00

Thanks to my ever so lovely evil monkey cat, I've lost the F4 & F5 key on my keyboard. I went into the room on Saturday and came back out and found my keys were missing and I couldn't find them. The lil devil must have eaten the keys or hide it somewhere. Till today I'm not able to find them.

Just look at it. It looks like i lost a few teeth. *sigh* You're luck that I love you and you're sick right now. You naughty lil rascal. Get well soon please. I miss playing with you :( Hehe..

xx,
Raihan.

2009-05-31T03:17:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARYAM KHAIRULMAINI!

Wedding weddong weddung weddang weddeng.

2009-05-31T02:26:00.010+08:00

I had a really long day today. Woke up at about 9am, prepared myself to go to the hall that my sister's doing her wedding. Looked around the hall, which i thought would be a banquet hall, but it's actually an open aired all. Well, anything goes. Not my wedding anyways. My sister is the type that does not really care about anything and since my father have asked the 'Pengetua' of the 9th College about the hall before the passed away (al-fatihah), so we're decided to have it there.

After looking around the hall, he headed to Jalan 223 and passed through section 14. The building looked like a hell hole. It's very unsafe for the owner of house around it to still be staying in their house. They roads were blocked everywhere around the building. After seeing the catastrophe, we went to Jalan 223, where I had 1 and half pack of NASI LEMAK. Nyum..

Then, we went to Jaya33 to go to the bank. My sister got some ideas on how to decorate the hall from one of the stores. On the way to send my brother to Taman Seputeh, we stopped by the house to pick up our grandmother. After that we were on our way to Nilai 3. Reached there about 11 something or so and spend like quarter of our day looking at cloth, carpets and curtains. I must say, it was the most tiring part of the day. *sigh*

Almost 5 hours later we reached home. Me and my sister went to our neighbor's house for tea 'kenduri' that they had to celebrate their son's success for UPSR. Moving on, we went for facial at around 5.20pm and finished at around 8pm. At facial, something tragic happened but it's kinda sad, so im not writing it down. Facial as always was very relaxing but it did not cover the total of day that I've been occupying myself with the planning for my sister's wedding, and etc.

After facial, we went to One Utama to search for my sister's wedding shoe. She did not liked the shoe that I choose because the heels were too high for her. With her knee problem (like grandmother :P), she said she could fall down anytime. Then, my sister decided that she does not want covered shoes for her wedding. Yes my sister, thank you very much. I've went to almost all shopping malls in KL and Selangor to search for your covered wedding shoes but at the end you did not mind wearing the strappy ones? That's just super awesome.

We managed to pick one shoe but she did not made her mind whether she really wants it or not. So now that shoes is going to be one of the shoes that's listed in her, wedding shoes list. After wedding shoe window shopping, we went to Italiannese for dinner. Ordered a ceaser salad and shrimp (i cannot remember the name) pasta. The ceaser came first but the croutons were soft, kinda stupid. Gave them back and the ceaser came back the same way and we just canceled it. Pasta was quite good but not spicy for me. (I'm feeling hungry now. LOL)

After dinner we came back home. Reached at around 11pm. Exhausted.

Had conversations about wedding until it was around 2 something, where my mother and sister went to sleep and so here I am writing this. It's 3.29pm and I'm going to sleep. Excuse my spelling or grammar error, I'm too tired to think properly.

I miss you dearly Abiey♥!

xx,
Raihan.

Horrendous

2009-05-28T05:11:00.007+08:00

Manchester United Lost 2-0 to Barcelona.

It's heartbreaking but at least, ManUnited came close to become the Champion. I don't get all the non ManUnited fans, it's not like their team won. Satisfied because your team lost as well? Or just jealous that your team didn't make it to the final but somehow would lose to Barca as well?

Come on. ManUnited got silver, better than the other teams and ManUnited still WON the Premier League. So tell me, which loser team would like to speak up and criticize ManUnited?

United’s dreams of becoming the first team to retain the Champions League ended in heartbreak in Rome, as goals from Samuel Eto’o and Lionel Messi gave an impressive Barcelona a deserved victory in the Stadio Olimpico.

"Now we have to come back stronger. That’s what we do at this club. We have to accept it, we’ve been beaten by the better team. Next season, we’ll be stronger.” - Sir Alex Ferguson.

Congratulations Barcelona!

xx,
Raihan.

John Legend!

2009-05-27T11:28:00.004+08:00

xx,
Raihan.

Exam OVER.

2009-05-27T01:21:00.005+08:00

I'm feeling cranky. I'm feeling hungry. I feel like vomiting. I've a headache.
Apa function dah habis exam if I don't feel good?

SO lazy to write or update anything.

hungry&cranky,
Raihan.

United.

2009-05-23T03:19:00.003+08:00

Like it. Love it!

xx,
Raihan.

Bored Bleeding Skull!

2009-05-22T19:36:00.004+08:00

I'm currently stuck reading the textbook (picture above) . Exam is on Tuesday and my brain is still empty. I'm bored to my temporal lobe and all I want to do is to go out but I can't because I haven't covered all the topics. Pricing cutting, product portfolio, negative public relations, bla bla bla.. I need entertainment.

HELP ME!

xx,
Raihan.

ALL HAIL KRIS ALLEN!

2009-05-21T10:00:00.002+08:00

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xx,
Raihan.

Who's the next American Idol?

2009-05-20T20:21:00.008+08:00

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I VOTE FOR KRIS ALLEN!

xx,
Raihan.

COLDPLAY FREE LIVE ALBUM

2009-05-20T11:28:00.004+08:00

Love it.
Download here

xx,
Raihan.

The Best Job in The World

2009-05-19T21:22:00.006+08:00

The best job EVER!
I'm applying for the next one ;P

xx,
Raihan.

Is you reading?

2009-05-19T13:19:00.006+08:00

I is feel like no proper write.
No English proper.
No language proper.
You is understand?

I is feel study to lazy.
I is need to being study.
I is think I is hungry.
I is think I had finger pain.

Bobby dog is a cat.
Bobby dog bites like.
Bobby dog is disturbing.
Bobby dog is scratching.

Is you feel tired?
I is yawning.
I is feel sleepy.
I is dead.

xx,
Raihan.

Think Family

2009-05-18T16:27:00.003+08:00

SDX vs. Puchong Club.

2009-05-17T23:26:00.015+08:00

SDX - 0
Puchong Club - 3

SDX lost again. Fahmy said I gave the team bad luck because since I started going to see their games, they've lost. Well, I've went twice and they did lose both times. To me that just shows the lousy-ness of the team. Haha..

Budak tonggek gedik nk ddk in the shade.

Pictures after they've lost :P

Abiey♥ the crybaby :P

I had fun watching the game because I saw an eccentrically beautiful rainbow.
There was actually 2 rainbows but the other one was not so clear.

No SLR or wide screen camera. So this is the outcome.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARAH NIAZ!

xx,
Raihan.

BURUNDANGA. MUST READ!

2009-05-17T22:38:00.006+08:00

I got this email. REMEMBER NOT to accept business card from strangers.

A man came over and offered his services as a painter to a female who was putting gas in her car and left his card. She said no, but accepted his card out of kindness and got in the car. The man then got into a car driven by another gentleman. As the lady left the service station, she saw the men following her out of the station at the same time. Almost immediately, she started to feel dizzy and could not catch her breath.

She tried to open the window and realized that the odor was on her hand; the same hand which accepted the card from the gentleman at the gas station. She then noticed the men were immediately behind her and she felt she needed to do something at that moment. She drove into the first driveway and began to honk her horn repeatedly to ask for help.

The men drove away but the lady still felt pretty bad for several minutes after she could finally catch her breath. Apparently, there was a substance on the card that could have seriously injured her.

This drug is called 'BURUNDANGA' and it is used by people who wish to incapacitate a victim in order to steal from or take advantage of them like REPEATED GANG RAPE. This drug is four times more dangerous than the date rape drug and is transferable on simple cards.

So take heed and make sure you don't accept cards at any given time alone or from someone on the streets. This applies to those making house calls and slipping you a card when they offer their services.

Burundanga is a drug made from the plant called either cacao sabanero or borrachero. It is used to drug unsuspecting tourists in order to rob them.

xx,
Raihan.

18 League Titles

2009-05-16T23:42:00.002+08:00

"There's definitely an added satisfaction to this title win because we've equalled Liverpool's record. The fact that we've beaten to do it means it's a really sweet feeling. Overtaking that record is definitely the next aim now." - Rio Ferdinand.

The PROUD Manchester United Fan
(Fahmy/Abiey♥)

The non Manchester United & Arse-anal fan.
(Faiz & Asma)

The Arse-anal fan crying.
(Syap)

The Reds secured a third consecutive title at Old Trafford - and the club's 18th championship overall - with a 0-0 draw against Arsenal at Old Trafford on Saturday afternoon.

It was a cagey game and far from the sort of classic encounter the sides have produced on so many occasions down the years. But a point was all United needed to ensure the Barclays Premier League trophy remains at Old Trafford for another year.

What's next for Manchester United? The U.E.F.A Champions League Final on the May 27, 2009. Roma here we come!

Manchester United Asia Tour 2009
They're coming to Malaysia on July 18, 2009.
Get your tickets from TicketPro starting May 22, 2009

xx,
Raihan.

Restaurant City.

2009-05-16T02:39:00.002+08:00

Level: 22
Gourmet Points: 126864
Total Workers: 8
Total Popularity: 46.6
Cash: 27074

Restaurant closed for the day.

The total of friends playing restaurant city. ONLY 58.
Come on people. Let's play Restaurant City.
It's so much fun. You'll love it.

xx,
Raihan.

Bobby the GREAT!

2009-05-14T23:29:00.004+08:00

Go away!

No seat belt please! Hehe..

Leave me in peace.

"Thank you for bringing Bobby, Kak Yayan."

Bobby had a ride to pick up Kak Ada at the LRT Station, Taman Jaya.
Bobby loved the car ride.
I love you Bobby!

xx,
Raihan.

Makan-makan at Brisik

2009-05-14T00:54:00.002+08:00

Kangkung Belacan

Ayam Penyet (Grilled. Yummy!)

Seafood Masak Lemak Cili Padi

Crappy pictures. If the lights were bright, you could see our faces were as red as a tomato. The food was extremely spicy, but nice. Brisik, recommended for a delightful Indonesian meal. You should tell the waiter/waitress to make the food less spicy.

xx,
Raihan.

Apologize

2009-05-13T12:41:00.003+08:00

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Heartless

2009-05-13T12:37:00.003+08:00

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Over exposed.

2009-05-12T22:43:00.002+08:00

2 Starbucks in 1 shopping mall.

Starbucks in Dubai

Starbucks in Korea

Starbucks in China

Presentation for marketing strategy about Starbucks in the morning. Bluerghhh!

xx,
Raihan.

Needs to be human again

2009-05-12T05:25:00.001+08:00

I need to start sleeping like a normal human again.
I cant sleep at 4, 5 or 6 am everyday.

I'm gonna miss my presentation on Wed if i continue this lifestyle.
Help me.

xx,
Raihan.

All about Scorpio.

2009-05-12T04:52:00.001+08:00

Scorpio Strength Keywords:

- Loyal
- Passionate
- Resourceful
- Observant
- Dynamic

Scorpio Weakness Keywords:

- Jealous
- Obsessive
- Suspicious
- Manipulative
- Unyielding

Scorpio and Independence:

Scorpios are fiercely independent. They are able to accomplish anything they put their mind to and they won't give up. They are perfectly suited to being on their own. They are not social butterflies like some other zodiac signs and some actually prefer to live on their own that way there is never any issue of who controls what at home, they like to be in control.

Scorpio and Friendship:

Relationships with Scorpio are always complicated, just like the person, their relationships are a series of extremes, they can even be downright moody for no apparent reason. Scorpios are known for their possessiveness and jealousy but on the other hand, they are extremely loyal. Scorpios have an excellent memory and combined with an inability to let things go, they can hold a grudge against someone who did them harm forever, in fact a Scorpio rarely if never forgives and forgets. They will even go as far as get vengeance on the person. On the other hand, they will always remember a kind gesture forever and repay it. Any kind selfless gesture done to a Scorpio will gain trust and respect which is extremely important to them in any relationship, either romantic or not. The best advice is to be honest with a Scorpio friend and in return, you will gain an amazing friend you will never forget and who will be loyal to you and never make false promises. Their truthful and shocking sense of humor if different than that of any other zodiac sign and the Scorpio makes an amazing, powerful interesting friend that can be trusted.

Scorpio Deep Inside:

Scorpio is the most misunderstood of all astrology signs. They are all about intensity and contradictions. They like to be aware of a situation and always know what's going on, figuring this out with their probing mind, on the other hand, they are interested in the occult, the paranormal, conspiracy theories and other types of similar unknown mysteries. They are very capable of hiding their true feelings and motivations, they often have ulterior motives or a hidden agenda.
Scorpios are all about control, they need to be in control at all times. To be out of control is very threatening, even dangerous to the Scorpio's psyche, when they control, they feel safe.
Scorpios are very emotional, their emotions are intensified, both good emotions and bad. Negative emotions of jealousy and resentment are hallmarks of this turbulent astrology sign. On the other side, Scorpios are well known for their forceful and powerful drive to succeed and their amazing dedication. Scorpios are constantly trying to understand their emotions through finding a deeper purpose in life.
Scorpios are very intuitive, but not as in a psychic sense, more as intuitive into the human mind, they have a great understanding of the mystery and the power of the human mind.
Scorpios have a fear of failure which they keep hidden extremely well, should their confrontation not be successful, or their career fail, they will simply use their adaptive skill to quickly move and and leave the bad experience behind. Do not ever expect them to fess up or share their tale with anyone however because this shows signs of weakness and Scorpio always wins, they are always the self-proclaimed best! One of the reasons they seem like they always accomplish their goals is because they set tangible short-term goals that they know they can accomplish, they know what they are capable of and this is what they go for.
Scorpios are very weary about trusting anyone, a person needs to gain their trust and this gets built up over time and once all the 'trust tests' have been passed, Scorpio loves deeply and intensely. Underneath the cool exterior, energies and emotions are constantly flowing but the Scorpio deals with this be channeling this into useful activities, hobbies, relationships or a career. This is never apparent to the outside observer but knowing this fact explains why Scorpios are so passionate about whatever it is that they are undertaking. Scorpios have powerful instincts and they trust their own gut feeling which is another reason why a Scorpio seldom fails.
The ongoing lesson in life for those born under the Scorpio zodiac signs, is to channel their powerful energy into positive goals and not succumbing to the darker forces in life such as manipulation and greed, they will then have great success in their life and have a clean, happy conscience and a circle of friends they can trust and hold dear to them.

What it's Like to Date a Scorpio Woman:

Scorpio woman is very emotional, very demanding and very demonstrative. She is full of flair and intrigue, a fascinating woman that the strong A-type personality male will adore, for she presents the right amount of challenge with the right amount of rewards. The Scorpio woman is the ultimate seductive, flirtatious woman. She won't give a man her heart very easily because she is weary of trusting another person. The man will have to go through a series of 'mental testes' in order for the relationship to get solid and close. She may not show it, but she wants a close committed relationship. Ion order for this, the man has to be trusted, has to be affectionate and never try to control her. She is very possessive but the Scorpio woman is so full of mystery, sensuality and passion that most men do not mind being possessed by her.

Scorpio Erogenous Zone:

The genitals are everybody's erogenous zone but since the Scorpio is the most sexually charged of all zodiac signs, the genitals are extremely sensitive and will ignite a passionate fire that cannot be extinguished. Stroke and caress these areas lightly. There is no wrong way to stimulate this area, but be gentle.

Sex With Scorpio:

Sex with Scorpio is a total emotional and physical experience with passion and intensity. They have amazing stamina and can last all night long, round after round. Scorpio is the zodiac sign that is the most likely to act out a sexual fantasy. Most people will talk about it but the Scorpio will do it, they will fully throw themselves into the role. Do not suggest a fantasy to a Scorpio unless you plan to do it! Most Scorpios are direct and forceful and they seem to be an expert at what they do. They continue to seduce you even as the act continues. A thrilling experience not for the faint of heart!

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xx,
Raihan.

I wanna be a stylish mom!

2009-05-12T02:46:00.001+08:00

Let's hope dreams come true.

xx,
Raihan.

Faudziah Ismail.

2009-05-11T03:33:00.002+08:00

Happy Mother's Day Mama!
I ♥ you.

xx,
Raihan.

The Future Begins.

2009-05-11T03:24:00.001+08:00

Thumbs up to Chris Pine and people involve for the movie.
I rate it 8/10.

xx,
Raihan.

Aaron Johnson.

2009-05-10T02:58:00.001+08:00

Robbie "The Sex-God" from Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging!
He's a totally HOT 19 year old British boy.
He'll be John Lennon in an up coming film Nowhere Boy.

Aaron on Twitter

Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging is a recommended must watch movie because Aaron Johnson is a "Sex-God" *wink*

xx,
Raihan.

Loser!

2009-05-09T21:53:00.001+08:00

YouTube Link

My so-called adopted lil brother. Hehe!

xx,
Raihan.

Satay Kajang Gluttoning

2009-05-09T13:08:00.002+08:00

My sex-god Khairul Fahmy♥ on the right ;)

Yesterday Abiey♥ had a football friendly with the SDX team against some Kajang team. Hack, how would I know what's the name of the other team. I didnt even know the name of his team before yesterday. Anyway, SDX lost 2-1. Ha-ha! In your face losers! :P

Abiey♥ if you're reading this, JANGAN MARAH! :D

Well, after losing the team had a satay galore at Hj. Samuri which was right next to the stadium they were playing at.

That's all for now.

xx,
Raihan.

Blahgirls

2009-05-08T14:36:00.001+08:00

Love it.

xx,
Raihan.

Ready to rumble!

2009-05-07T16:49:00.001+08:00

Streamyx connection suck balls!
I've been having problem connecting to the internet for the past 4 days.
WHAT IS HAPPENING? Telekom not paying you enough to do your work? Or you're just lackadaisical?
Pick up the pace and do your work so that I can stop complaining.

Grumbler,
Raihan.

Shed Tears.

2009-05-07T16:15:00.003+08:00

I miss you, Abah!
Al-Fatihah.

Love,
Raihan.

The Rose Beyond The Wall

2009-05-06T00:11:00.001+08:00

A rose once grew where all could see,
Sheltered beside a garden wall,
And, as the days passed swiftly by,
It spread its branches, straight and tall.

One day, a beam of light shone through,
A crevice that had opened wide,
The rose bent gently towards its warmth,
Then passed beyond to the other side.

Now you who deeply feel its loss,
Be comforted, the rose blooms there,
Its beauty even greater now,
Nurtured by God's living care.

Al-Fatihah for my late father.

Love,
Raihan.

Kluang Station = A BIG NO NO!

2009-05-04T23:01:00.002+08:00

Empty store. FOOD SUCKS!

Nasi Lemak tak habis. Bleurghh!

Abiey's sad face because the Nasi Lemak sucks.

I went to Kluang Station at One Utama today. The food totally suck ass, compared to the last time I had my meal there. The nasi lemak tasted horrible. I wouldnt recommend anyone to go there. Remember not to eat there okay?

Love,
Raihan.